She was waiting to meet the doctor who is going to play..literally.. ‘play with her brain’
It’s hilarious! Men are meant to play with heart and ego, breaking it into tiny pieces is their game, but brain…an unusual experience!
.…waiting for the doctor as if… waiting for that ‘true love happens only once’ nonsenseto kick in.
And the doctor coming to her…
The Short, Fair and Handsome man (exactly opposite with Tall, Dark, Handsome TDH of Mills &Boons which she read in her teen.. perhaps when you put up with brainy mess, the ‘teen’ feel may seize you…remember Sadma ..shridevi))
Insanity is her way…..(yes, the brain abnormality may be the reason)
She made her imaginary love nest. ..Built on hopes…hopes to survive from life threatening disease and if not then hoping for pleasing pain! ( yes , the Pain is painful up to an extent.. then….neutral.. after that… it’s a pleasure….pain..the pleasure!)
But why does she need a love nest?
because Her mind is much clear like the day but Her heart is much deep like the night… She finds herself at the dusk of desires…desire to live every leftover moment to the fullest… even when..it’s horrible place whichbreaths the death, the Neuro ward of hospital!
She spoke to her distorted mind: “What if I’ll die..After all It’s a brain surgery..its really the brain…though I survived twice in life when it was sure enough to say goodbye to the world..But the world perhaps wanted to be my sufferer. (It’s scary how all of us want to run away but have no place to go but when God wants to give you the place, you scare to go..life and its adventures)”
“I’ll live, Yes I have seen millions of videos about doctors playing or operating the brain and they made only few dead!
YouTube made me so apt to do it myself in few days without having any 20 years hard earned ‘hairs turned white’ NeuroMedico degree… Once I tried to repair my laptop watching youtube video, and it was almost done, but just it cant breath again..A little mistake!
this time……Its my own brain, not the laptop, Mistake is not affordable.”
‘Don’t seek ruin and ask for strength’ her mind advised!
Let THE BRAIN be in qualified hands, but will it surely be risk free? What if the doctor will forget his scissor in the brain. Yes, its India, anything can happen!
A thought of not waking up to the world… again.. rushed into her head. But she was not destined to be unhappy. She loves being happy for no reason and want to die feeling loved.
But then, its hospital, the only Hero of her brainy story could be this SFH doctor!
He came to her and asked: Are you Preeti, the patient?
She: Yes Doctor
Unspoken words:(wait..soon you gonna be patient of my love! :)))
With this thought she smiled with womanlycruelty ;
He the Husband winked and said go ahead, darling! (As always, husband listened the unsaid-Her plans to make the doctor fall for her)
pic:She and the husband
No, not the ‘innocent’ , IT WAS ‘Intentional love’ at first sight with a doctor! And here it begins…… love At ICU